I Love My Life

Today I went to college early in the morning to help my lecturer out to advise/teach the students .
He also ask me to learn from the students too .
My lecturer ( Mr.Ernasto ) his from Peru , his my art lecturer .

His handsome look (Got from google web)

Recently he went to China and exhibit his 10years of art work at Bejing World Art Museum .
He came back yesterday .

His website : http://www.ernestopujazon.com
His exhibition in Malaysia (Is the same art work he exhibit in China) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjEx-2St60Y
A short clip when he is in China : http://english.cntv.cn/program/cultureexpress/20120908/104103.shtml
If you want to know more about him , you can google it .

He is famous ~~!
He told me his story and I see through some of his picture he took from China .
Is nice to see...

He gave me a little gifts that he bought from China , is a pencil extender .

One the left , is dual sided pencil extender .
One the right , is one sided pencil extender .
Now I can use my colour pencil until in the end . 

Thanks to him , I learnt a lot a lot from him .
He teach me how to see various things in different ways and perspective .
Today he told me that , we shouldn't afraid to do mistake .
The more mistake we do , the more we can learn .

Doing art is something very different . It helps me a lot .
I'm the type of person which highly emotional .
By doing arts , I manage to see things in different way .
Today onwards , I'll learn to let something go , but , know which is the right one to move on .

His line that I remember the most : Things you don't see it , doesn't mean is not over there .
At first I didn't get what he means , slowly I understand after doing many drawing .
It somehow became the golden rules in my drawing . (hahax...)

My story is a little messy over here , sorry .

By June

Worst Sentence in My Life

letting me know u stress to stress me very nice
letting me know u stress to stress me very nice 
letting me know u stress to stress me very nice 

hmmmmmmm... this word bother me a lot, a lot, a lot .
since yesterday night .
I get what it means .
It just make me cried so hard the whole night and this morning .

Just wanted to tell that fellow I sad , then I got that sentence .
I not stress also , I just sad .
After I got that sentence I think the entire night .
And then this morning I read and read back the conversation .

I really did something wrong ?
I didn't did well ?
I shouldn't cry ?
I really really didn't present my work well ?
Why I must always correct myself ? Is that I'm the only person who did wrong ?
Why things always happen in the fellow 1st day ?
Why would I think stressing you is nice ? I didn't mean to do that...
This questions keep repeating in my head and bla bla bla

Here is one part of the conversation :

[4/9/2012 11:47:12 PM]  Me: cannot la
[4/9/2012 11:47:12 PM]  Me:  i feel unfaiir
[4/9/2012 11:47:16 PM] the fellow : y?
[4/9/2012 11:47:18 PM]  Me: that's y sad
[4/9/2012 11:47:23 PM]  Me:  the result lo
[4/9/2012 11:47:39 PM] the fellow : ==
[4/9/2012 11:47:41 PM] the fellow : wat u get
[4/9/2012 11:47:45 PM]  Me:  seriously
[4/9/2012 11:47:51 PM]  Me:  i work so hard
[4/9/2012 11:48:05 PM]  Me:  but this result is a bit too unfair to me
[4/9/2012 11:48:19 PM] the fellow: haiya
[4/9/2012 11:48:21 PM] the fellow : u work hard
[4/9/2012 11:48:26 PM] the fellow : but ur work nice or not
[4/9/2012 11:48:36 PM]  Me:  of course ma
[4/9/2012 11:48:39 PM] the fellow : important thing about ur work must be presentable
[4/9/2012 11:48:42 PM]  Me:  i guess because i cry
[4/9/2012 11:48:51 PM]  Me:  that's y i got this kind of marks
[4/9/2012 11:48:56 PM] the fellow : ==
[4/9/2012 11:49:08 PM] the fellow : u tell me la wat kind of mark
[4/9/2012 11:49:15 PM] the fellow : u keep telling me this kind of mark
[4/9/2012 11:49:38 PM]  Me:  B-
[4/9/2012 11:49:46 PM] the fellow : ok wad
[4/9/2012 11:49:50 PM]  Me:  not ok lo
[4/9/2012 11:49:55 PM] the fellow : u just need to make ur work more appealing lo
[4/9/2012 11:50:20 PM]  Me:  i just want to know how she give mark only
[4/9/2012 11:50:21 PM] the fellow : like that 1 la in art line
[4/9/2012 11:50:26 PM]  Me:  if not i seriously feel unfair
[4/9/2012 11:50:38 PM]  Me: this one is human communication u know
[4/9/2012 11:50:43 PM] the fellow : u unfair she give u high mark or coz its not high enough
[4/9/2012 11:50:44 PM]  Me:  is not logic
[4/9/2012 11:50:56 PM]  Me:  not high enough
[4/9/2012 11:51:00 PM]  the fellow : wat u think u should get
[4/9/2012 11:51:16 PM]  Me:  at least B and above what
[4/9/2012 11:51:24 PM] the fellow: for wat reason
[4/9/2012 11:51:49 PM] the fellow : are u sure u did well in class?
[4/9/2012 11:51:59 PM] the fellow : maby u didnt meet her expectation at some point
[4/9/2012 11:52:05 PM]  Me:  i did
[4/9/2012 11:52:14 PM] the fellow : wat tells u that u did
[4/9/2012 11:52:36 PM]  Me: don't know
[4/9/2012 11:52:51 PM]  Me: nvm la
[4/9/2012 11:53:21 PM]  Me: : i don't know how to tell u
[4/9/2012 11:53:28 PM] the fellow : maby u didnt show enough confidence? or u felt uncomfortable with the course work and u did it just because u were told?
[4/9/2012 11:53:30 PM]  Me:  but i know what i did
[4/9/2012 11:53:32 PM] the fellow : go n ask her la
[4/9/2012 11:53:35 PM] the fellow: ==
[4/9/2012 11:53:45 PM] the fellow : u keep telling me its unfair also wat i can do
[4/9/2012 11:53:54 PM] the fellow : not like i go sue her coz she give u a b-
[4/9/2012 11:54:06 PM]  Me:  i know
[4/9/2012 11:54:08 PM] the fellow : call her out for tea
[4/9/2012 11:54:10 PM] the fellow : n ask
[4/9/2012 11:54:10 PM]  Me:  just tell u only
[4/9/2012 11:54:15 PM] the fellow  good la
[4/9/2012 11:54:27 PM]  Me:  very sad ma

[4/9/2012 11:54:38 PM] the fellow: letting me know u stress to stress me very nice

[4/9/2012 11:54:38 PM] the fellow: but normal bah if u do that
[4/9/2012 11:54:41 PM] the fellow: lol
[4/9/2012 11:54:47 PM] the fellow: no need sad la
[4/9/2012 11:54:54 PM] the fellow: the most u can do is ask n correct urself
[4/9/2012 11:55:00 PM] the fellow: no point crying over it
[4/9/2012 11:55:35 PM] the fellow: maby its not because she wan to give u b- because she has to go through some other lecturers also, maby some of them very strict n not understanding?
[4/9/2012 11:55:41 PM] the fellow: anyway
[4/9/2012 11:55:50 PM] the fellow: i wan to watch my show n then sleep d
[4/9/2012 11:55:53 PM] the fellow: very tired

I don't know why I always see a person "face" , but I know that's manners .
Maybe I really didn't did well in the subject , but I know I did better than others .
I know I can't compare with the others , but I know I did my best .
I know I have no right to talk back , but I know I didn't did it wrong .
I want to control my tears and my sorrow , but I can't hold back and to tell you .
Is not me when I won't cry , but I always said things apposite from my heart .
I hate words that is harsh , because my heart feel as pain as if it got punch .
I'll never win in a fight , because I know you did the best for me .
I didn't want to annoyed or stress you , but somewhat and somehow I did it .

I'm sorry for what I did , but I want to know what you thinking that night .
I always scared about what I talk , but I never scared to talk everything to you .
I scared to talk my sadness to you , because you always feel annoyed and angry and you thought I'm happy to do that .
Every time I want to talk this kind of things to you , I hesitate . Is because I know my ending will be even sad than before .
I don't mind if you don't know romance , because I know you care for me a lot , but I wonder if you care about me when I feel sad ? or you just feel I love to complain to you ?
I need to express it at somewhere , but it seems like you are the person I can only complain to you .

I wrote it here is because too long to write and I don't want to argue and I don't want you to feel stress and I don't want you to said that I stress you is something nice . If is nice , I won't feel so sad and write so many rubbish over here .
You are my only best friend , best partner , best 'father' , best 'brother' and best lover I ever got .
I really really very sad and I cry along the way when I blog it .
Why I always cry because of everything you said ? I didn't want to .
I'm sorry because I cry easily and make you so angry .

You always make me cry !

By Me to The Fellow 

Yukata Look

Finally , my dream come true .
I always wanted to get a yukata and now I own it .
How I get it ? I make myself
If you want to know more , here is a bit of explanation on how I make the yukata .
First Sewing (Yukata)- http://sweattyingcollection.blogspot.com/2012/08/first-sewing.html
Obi, Mini Beg & Complete Look (Yukata)- http://sweattyingcollection.blogspot.com/2012/09/obi-mini-beg-complete-look-yukata.html

I sew my obi ( the belt ) and the beg last minute .
I wear this yukata to the asaban festival , the matsuri ( Japanese traditional festival ) night .
This event was going on in my college(Taylor Lakeside) yesterday night ( 2/9/2012 ) .

So , getting ready !
Woots, hard to wear . The obi I sew , a bit long . It took the longest time to tie it and put it on .
I'm tying heko obi ( soft tie ) , I can't tie the others , because my obi was soft and heavy .
OMG , running out of time . My boyfriend is coming soon .
WHY so HARD to WEAR ??????
Rush for my make up and my hair .
WAH~! my eyelash glue dry di !? Aiya no need put la .
My face looks so pale !!! No blush ...
~~~ messy ~~~
Any how , this is my final looks .

A very simple looks , purple eye shadow & mascara .
Side pony tail .
Long earring !
Did some cheating on the picture. (hehex...)
Just added some effect and putting pink blush .

Happy looks , side looks and back looks .
Also did cheating work on the picture .
Effect added and more focus , but no edit my face .

I thought it will be fun , but when me and my boyfriend arrive .
We only saw 4-5 stalls over there .
The best store was the goldfish scooping .

RM5 for 2 dip , me and my boyfriend each a dip .
We manage to catch to goldfish .

On the left one is the one I caught . ( Fat  goldfish )
On the right is the one my boyfriend caught . ( Skinny goldfish )

Later on we sit at the lakeside and have a little talk

Our white teeth ( Eeeeee....)

Then we went home , cause is way too boring . We have nothing to do over there .

So I went to my boyfriend house and see him put the goldfish into the  small fish container  .

On the way home , I keep annoyed him . 

I didn't want to go home so early . 

Is like the end of my day .

So boring ~~~

Finally reach his house .

We put the fish to the small fish container .

happy goldfish swimming
hope can stay alive forever ...

By June

55th Merdeka Celebration

Yesterday I have my breakfast early in the morning .

Then I went to Bukit Jalil Stadium with some other scholar at work student .

We arrive there around 10am plus plus .

When we arrived , we got our t-shirt .

We got 2 t-shirt , 1 cap , a bag of stuff and our lunch .

We wear this in the afternoon

We change this in the night

The merdeka cap

My lunch, pizza and KFC burger

Then our 1st stop was at the hoki stadium

We have most of the activity at this stadium
most of them over there are college/university students
Basically we just sat over there and look at those artist singer sing , quiz , lucky draw and singing national song

A little boring
SELFSHOT ~!

One of the song that we sang the most of the day is Tanggal 31 , if I not mistaken . We sang around 4-5 times

Happily waving the national flag

About 5pm , we grab our dinner and move on to the main stadium
Piazza and KFC again!

this the stadium view on that night
is crowded !

The stage

I went home early that night . My boyfriend came and pick me up .
Of course , there's always a trouble . Many people are around the stadium and traffic jam .
I couldn't find him . I was so worry . I call & call & walk & walk & look & look & run & run ...
FINALLY ! I saw him . I ran towards him and cried . He was laughing over there seeing me running like mad and crying running towards him .

Later on , we went to USJ14 and had chicken rice and durian .
That's the end of my amazing day .
Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka !

By June