My Mood Today

Who freaking want to care my mood !?
Obviously , NO ONE !
Anyway , I going to post it .
Not many reader conscious about my blog right ...

Those who don't want to read my long article , go straight to the point .
My mood today :

Stress

Sad

Stress
I basically just stress about my blog . I can't even make my blog nice and awesome like others .
Those HTML and CSS make me damn messy .

Next , I want to take picture of my own . When I want make-up or do my own photo shoot .
I'll have one problem :
1. No quality camera
2. No one able to help me take picture
3. No one in my family will support my make-up

My family will like :
" My god ! Can you not put make-up or not... You are just ruining your face ! "
" EEeee... your make-up so ugly . "
" Don't do reckless thing la . Help family to do housework... "

Walau ~ ! This all stuff seriously stress me out .
I just want to be more outstanding man .
I know I'm short la . But still I believe I can take good picture .

I just want to have a small space to do all this .
But money problem also give me a limit to this this stuff .

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Sad
Today is my boyfriend 2nd day to Langkawi .
I'm happy for him . But I'm sad at the same time .
Only one reason :
I bring him to Sunway Lagoon that I mention in my last post for his B'day ( click here to read the story ) He's like not as happy as he go Langkawi now . I felt depress lo . I trying to bring him to the place he didn't go before le . In the end of that day , he told me that : " Ok la ~ Maybe I didn't go this kind of place before . That's why I don't really feel anything . "
I felt a bit sad lo . Not easy to collect the money and bring him go .
Maybe his happy on that day , but I can bet that he won't feel as great as his going to Langkawi now .

See if he read this post he sure said : " Suet Ying ah ~ don't think so much la . "
He always think that I over thinking , I wonder he really think what I feel .

Hahaha~~ my boyfriend not as bad as you think , is just my mood today .
My boyfriend very good to me . Just he might hurt my feeling and he didn't realise and he will think that is a small matter .

You guys sure think that I turn small things into big things .
I tell you , in a relationship . This will be a big stuff .
I can confirm that with you .

And lastly , support me !

By June