Trip to Refreshing Hot Spring

Trip on 13, 14, 15 of July
Went refreshing hot spring for my foundation trip .

It was a sad things for me , but ended up a happy trip .

On the way into the resort ...

Ugly faces in the bus
Cry S-I-L-E-N-C-E-L-Y in the bus .

Tractor bring us to the Resort

Wooden house , nice right !?

My room number

Room-mates ~

Yes and of course the bathroom

After unpacking those stuff , we had our lunch .
Chinese dishes

After lunch , we about to start our activities .

Awesome group picture taken from my class-mate

Our lecturer , the tag man . We need to earn tags from him by pleasing him and play his game .

The tags are our assignment marks , the more we earn , the more points we got .

So we run and do some singing , dancing to make them happy in order to get our tips and tags .

Interesting !

My Human Communication lecturer

Our last station we do our presentation are at the river .
Mini waterfall . Beautiful ~!

Time pass very very fast ! Is already evening , we were given another task to do .

We got to make lantern . We have to use our creativity and the surrounding items to make a fantastic and bazaar lantern .

Looks like bird nest

Other group lantern 

On the next day , we have JUNGLE TRACKING !

Picture before going

      

During jungle tracking caption 

After tiring tracking , we have our last task .
Music performance . Our theme is Rainforest .
Our group start planning . My group leader have hard time to make decision . Lets just said that he's in a mess .
But when we did our performance . It just turn out well . Kindda like miracle happen . Things didn't really workout when we did our practice . I thought that we going to be the worst performance group . Haha... we were the second best . We got 9 out of 10 marks . Wooohooo~
Lovely , now I start to learn to trust a group .

After the performance . We celebrate our last day .

Happy Picture , most of the people holding a can of beer . That night I drank two can of Carlsberg's , taste horrible . Just want to know the feeling of getting drunk . Haha...

Talking of drunk , one of my classmate drunk . He talk non-sense and we enjoy looking at him.

Night view of the hot spring

Day view of the hot spring

Last day , everyone pack and say bye bye to the Refreshing Hot Spring

Packing stuff

That's all about my trip . Back to the normal day .
I steal some picture from my classmate (Hehex...)
As you can see his watermark over there

By June

Interview an Animal

HI HI everyone !
are you "trapped" by the topic ?

This topic "killed" me and my friends too .
In this topic , we need to use the topic to translate to the topic that we understand and make the video .
Quite interesting right ?
We got to do this in group for our human communication subject .
and we only can do 3minute for the video . We cannot edit much but we can fast forward the video .

At the beginning, of course we break our head to think a good story outline .
In the end I come out with ju-on , then we came out with the story together .

Here's the video :

After we show this video to our lecturer .

She gave use this comment :"

This video quite confusing in the beginning and the watermark

There is the watermark because I used the trial video editor to edit it .

So we were asked to do the second video

Here's the outcome :

Many fast forward and epic moment

We used ju-on as animal and interview as in conversation between the ju-on .

This is how we relate it to our topic .

If we make it direct to the topic , it won't be interesting already .

Now I understand what our lecturer mean .

Second one is more funny than the first video .

We enjoy taking the video a lot . Is fun to do it .

Hope you enjoy our video also .
Do you all love me as ju-on ? (hehe...)

By June

Sorrow Life

Today is my first day of colour drawing class and is my first time wearing formal clothing for Malaysian Study presentation .

Today , our lecturer taught us a lot about colour . He talk a lot until we only manage to draw one piece of colour drawing .

Sneak peek of my colour drawing :

I felt not bad for my first time .
I will work hard for better result .

Then for my presentation today , I did my best , but is horrible .
So is ok . I'm still new in presentation , I'll do better next time .

Hehe... see my formal clothing ...

How is it ? How is it ?
Nice ?

That it . 

Now , lets blend in to my topic unconsciously as you read ( LoL....)

I'm a person that got very very very n very little friends .

Whenever I walk together with my friend , they will prefer to talk to my partner than me . I'm kindda left out . I wonder is it because I don't know any music , game , drama or fashion . I guess that I'm faith that not to talk with anyone . 

My only hope is my boyfriend , but NOW I hesitate . Should I text him / call him / fb him . I need to control myself and said : "NO ! Cannot keep SMS him . No No NO !" . Why I control myself is because that he don't really have topic to talk to me . I guess is because I don't know and don't play any game . If I talk to him , he might be listening to my complain everyday . I want to tell him what I did today , but at the same times I have to think about him . Now , I always worry and terrified that our relationship get worst . That's why I try not to text him / call him / fb him in order to give him some SPACE ! Sometimes he might complain I'm repeating . 

I cry when I remove my make-up just now . Thinking that is it what I need to go through for this for my entire life ? If yes , means I can never walk out from my own 'box' .

I'm getting lonely from day by day . The only way of not dying is to express myself through blog . Now I'm thinking to do my own video and upload on youtube , but I don't have good camera . So that have to wait . Waiting my mum said "yes" to buy DSLR , but no money .

That it for today .

Getting more sorrow story in my blog . Sorry about .

By June

Mother's Birthday

Yesterday is my mother's birthday and is my drawing exam also .

Today I got my drawing exam , I got 9/15 only . I was hoping for 10/15 . Kindda sad .

But never mind "la" , I'll work hard for the next exam .

Yesterday , my mum birthday . I bought her a special candle .

Is a magic candle that will relight again .

I eat durian yesterday ,
taste nice , but ended up sick today .

Tiramisu cake that my aunt make for my mum .
Is delicious .

Lighting up the candle

My mum is making a wish

She looks so happy
The candle relight and she blow again and again and again .

She blow again .

Eating time !!!

See inside, got chocolate bar inside and few layer of cake .

Is just happy night with my mum . Hahaha~~~

That's all for today . Thanks for reading .

By June

My Dream

My dream and what I'm hoping for .
I just hope he'll just see it and understand me .

I don't know why recently he just get annoying on what I did .
I talk things repeatly he get annoyed ; I change my profile picture in facebook(the body painting picture) he get annoyed ; I post something on blog and I wanted him to read , he get annoyed .
I seriously don't know what's wrong with him , but somehow he get annoyed by me .
Most of the times I thought he will support me in all way , but I didn't know he take it as a forceful matter .
I just hope he will say goodnight and love me every night . Somewhat and somehow , he think I force him . I wonder what type of person he is . Isn't it something nice when you love a person and don't feel tired of saying it . Somewhat he don't think that way . He think I force him to said it , is simply means he's tired of our relationship .
Haizz... He can makes me happy my buying me stuff , but he always make me cry by not taking care of this small matters .
He always give me the reasons he tired , he get annoyed , he forget and bla bla bla ... I wonder if he will forget to eat .

My dream with him is totally different from his dream .

I'm dream of my future life every single minute .
Sometimes I hope I have a Japanese culture and fashion , I have Korean beauty , I have western manners and a combination with my own culture . That's is what I really hope for , but is almost impossible to make it come true .
Sometimes me and my boyfriend think really really far , far as in until we got marry (haha... every couple think that). When I think that , I got terrified ! I know that my boyfriend and I totally have a different dream . His future will be a chef and my future will be a designer . We have a different working time . And he said after marry must stay with his parents . OMG , this even worst to me . I won't said I hate his parents .

My dream family !
After marry , still like couple . Holding hands , give a hug when he/she go to work or come back to work , say goodnight and love you to each other . When we have kids , we spend time with them , eat together , bath together ... I also dream that I can make amazing bento for my kids (haha... think too much)

That's just a dream which everyone hope for . My boyfriend , he just hate all those . He will just said we are Chinese , no kissing , no hugging in front of people . He said it will make people annoyed . To me it just make people jealous of our relationship ( muahaha...! ) . Too bad we both think differently .

When he get tired , he tend to forget everything . So awesome . I can't said anything about it . He only think that he's the only person will get tired . He hate attention , but he want attention from his friends . His understanding of my attention and his attention are totally different .

I know my personality but he don't know his . He love to dominate in everything . He always think his right . He love "face" . He thinks that he know everything . He show off a lot . But I don't really care of those , that's is what every guys personality are . Can't you just don't think that I force you to do it . Reading my blog is not what I want to force you to read , reading my blog you will know my personality more . Why you think that I force you to read it . It can show your support towards your girlfriends . When I asked you to read it , you can just read it any time you want , just tell me when you can read it . But he tell me no point of reading my blog . That's so hurtful to me . I was so eagle when you can read my blog . In the end , he just do not have the interest about me any more . That's all I can said .

My dream are basically my life with my boyfriend . This is what I dream for now .

By June