My Mood Today

Who freaking want to care my mood !?
Obviously , NO ONE !
Anyway , I going to post it .
Not many reader conscious about my blog right ...

Those who don't want to read my long article , go straight to the point .
My mood today :

Stress

Sad

Stress
I basically just stress about my blog . I can't even make my blog nice and awesome like others .
Those HTML and CSS make me damn messy .

Next , I want to take picture of my own . When I want make-up or do my own photo shoot .
I'll have one problem :
1. No quality camera
2. No one able to help me take picture
3. No one in my family will support my make-up

My family will like :
" My god ! Can you not put make-up or not... You are just ruining your face ! "
" EEeee... your make-up so ugly . "
" Don't do reckless thing la . Help family to do housework... "

Walau ~ ! This all stuff seriously stress me out .
I just want to be more outstanding man .
I know I'm short la . But still I believe I can take good picture .

I just want to have a small space to do all this .
But money problem also give me a limit to this this stuff .

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Sad
Today is my boyfriend 2nd day to Langkawi .
I'm happy for him . But I'm sad at the same time .
Only one reason :
I bring him to Sunway Lagoon that I mention in my last post for his B'day ( click here to read the story ) He's like not as happy as he go Langkawi now . I felt depress lo . I trying to bring him to the place he didn't go before le . In the end of that day , he told me that : " Ok la ~ Maybe I didn't go this kind of place before . That's why I don't really feel anything . "
I felt a bit sad lo . Not easy to collect the money and bring him go .
Maybe his happy on that day , but I can bet that he won't feel as great as his going to Langkawi now .

See if he read this post he sure said : " Suet Ying ah ~ don't think so much la . "
He always think that I over thinking , I wonder he really think what I feel .

Hahaha~~ my boyfriend not as bad as you think , is just my mood today .
My boyfriend very good to me . Just he might hurt my feeling and he didn't realise and he will think that is a small matter .

You guys sure think that I turn small things into big things .
I tell you , in a relationship . This will be a big stuff .
I can confirm that with you .

And lastly , support me !

By June

Boyfriend 18-year-old Birthday

This year I make things special for him ,

Since I got work ,

That's mean I got money .

When looking for present is seriously a hard time .

Cause to think of what the guys like is no easy .

But one day , he said that he want to have a pocket watch .

Which is cool .

So my mum bring me all the way to Kuala Lumpur and look for the watch .

In the end I got one in China Town .

When I came back from Kuala Lumpur .

On the next day , 

I went Sunway Pyramid .

I saw a pocket watch which is the type I want .

Obviously I'm depress and regret that I went so far and buy it .

But never mind 'la'

Since I was sincere to find the present , 

I bet he love it .

This year ,

His birthday is on the same day as our SPM result are coming out .

Which is on 21st of March .

I get ready his present and went to school .
When he arrive ,
I gave him the present .
I ask him to open it .
he love the present a lot .
Soon ,
we get out SPM result .
He got 4A's
I got 6A's
We happily enjoy our day .
I had dinner with his family on that day .

On the next day (22nd of March)
I promise him that I'll bring him to Sunway Lagoon .
He never been to Sunway Lagoon before .

We arrive Sunway Pyramid at 10.30am .
We quickly did our shopping .
We bought Sunscreen , my very 1st bikini and his swimming trunks .
I forget to bring my camera on that day ,
so we didn't even have many picture of us on that day .

We have a lot of fun on that day ,
We manage to get a picture on that day .
That picture cost RM35/per picture .

Around 6.30pm ,
We went back to Sunway Pyramid and watch movie .
The Dr.Suess' The Lorax .
We went and had our dinner at Jusco Food Court .
Later on ,
we proceeded to our movie .

That's the on of our days .
Now my bf is older that me .
I hope I make his 18-year-old birthday special .

By June

My Boyfriend To Me

This is him

Creepy ??

I don't know when I start couple with him !?!?

But we have been together almost 3 years .

His actually a nice guy .

Obviously , his my boyfriend . (hahaha...)

He is a very very patient guy . (for now)

He always make me cry . (cause I cry easily)

I always worry about our future , then he will try his best to convince me .

Obviously I wanted to stay with him forever . (since is our first love , it should be our last)

He love to hide things from me and tell me last minute . (I hate this the most)
He will try his best to plan everything for me . (in order to make me happy)
Guys need face the most , obviously he needs it . (I dislike to give him face)
He like making joke . (but I always ended up angry , cause I don't know is true or fake)
He love thinking simple (that's what every guys mind are)
When he have his money ability, I get to buy stuff . (hehex....)
He's an old man, when he smile, I see many wrinkle on his face . (actually he love giving long speech to me)
He never like to say goodnight to me nor sms me . (unless I do it 1st)
He is a game freak !!!!! (when he start to play game , I'm at the 2nd place)

In his friends view, he'll be a puppy , I'm the owner .
In my friend view , he'll be superhero .

No matter how he is , I'll try to accept every of his attitude .
But it will never be easy .
We ended up arguing .
Everything I listed on top is the things we always argue about .
We will ....  He will settle everything in one day no matter what .
No point arguing for years .
Right !?!?!?

Forgive & Forget is an important concept in our love life .

By June