Big Bad Wolf Books Fair & Christmas Eve

Is been awhile... busying doing assignment lately.

Lucky there's a week holiday to brush up my work.

Let's start during 23rd December, 2011 (Sunday). Is the last day of the Big Bad Wolf Books Fair. I'm sure many of them went there and get some books. Of course I won't miss it, although I'm not a bookworm, but I'm crazy at cheap stuff (haha...) 

So me and my boyfriend discuss how we should get there (around 18th December, 2011 (Tuesday)). I wanted to go badly, at the same time my boyfriend knew that his sister when there lately. So he ask his sister how we should get there. Many discussion going with the bro & sis. I have no idea about anything. So I sat there and look at them like a dummy. Hahax... Of course things never solve so quickly, is because my boyfriend's sister wanted to discuss with her friends too. So after two days, finally they have decided and told me to go on the Sunday, which is 23rd December.

On that day, we get ready early in the morning. My boyfriend pick me up and have breakfast before we go. Later on, we waited for my boyfriend's sister to pick us there, at Mines. 

On our way there, they were chit chatting and I am listening to them. When we arrive, me and my boyfriend get in first. Woow... so early and already had crowd in the halls. So we get a box next to the entrance and ready to shop. So when I see & look. No books I can get, as me and him are in budget. No choice, since we are not working and still depending on parent's money. After awhile, I'm getting depress, there's no books I wanted to get. Almost wanted to cry. (I know I'm lousy) After awhile, we still walk around and hoping there's books that suits us/me. So finally, I manage to  find the art section. From there I got two books.

Price : RM12 (picture on the left) , RM10 (picture on the right)

As for my boyfriend, he got a story book, "Oink!" . He got it for RM8

We went and pay it at counter. long long Q..

I saw some people had a trolley/beg of books. I really look up to them, as they can read a lot of books.

No worry. Recently, I start reading story books, but is primary school level. Is okay, no shy no shy. I can pick up step by step.

On the next day, is Christmas Eve. Of course me and my boyfriend will be dating. hohoho...

This time we go to Kuala Lumpur. We go really early, around 8.30am we start our journey.

We took bus to KL central, then we took the LRT to Bukit Bintang in order to arrive Sungai Wang shopping centre. We walk walk over there, I got my college classmate some present in a shop with full of handmade stuff. Then I look for my family present, some I got it from Daiso. Then we head to Pavilion and had lunch, since I have voucher. Then still looking for present, in the end still went to Daiso and get it. Haha... Took some picture over there

This one I forget the place name.
holding hand with Doraemon !!

not long after we get to time square and look for my boyfriend's friend. They had some chit chat and I listen. We did watch movie over there, we watch CZ 12. Is nice and funny. Love Jackie Chan movie. After that we sat bus to go home, is already night. We still have time to go mydin and did some grocery shopping to get ready for Christmas dessert. Spend the most at mydin. LoL. 

At the end of Christmas Eve. I felt so sad. I felt empty. I cried again.

Anyway, during Christmas. Me and my boyfriend start to make dessert. Then bring it over to Uncle Colin and Aunty Jackie house. Everyone are enjoying. 

Around evening, I told my boyfriend that we have to rush to Sunway Pyramid to get my parents present. So we went there, rush here and there. Finally I got it from everyone.

That three days, should be happy. But it seems to be very rushing and empty to me. I felt sad of course. Is okay, let's hope something happy will happen in 2013.  

My External Hard Disk

Yay yay yay~~!!
Finally can get my external hard disk.
I go it from the PC expo at Midvalley yesterday.
Thanks to my friends telling me that can get a cheap and reasonable prise at this fair.
Thank you Munira and Erica (hehe...)

So the day before yesterday, I did some research about it before I go and look for every store.
Then I saw this at their facebook page.
I ask my aunt, she said is cheap.
So I decided to get a 1TB Seagate External Ultra Portable Storage.

I went there with my aunt yesterday, the place was pack !!!

My aunt not really feeling well yesterday, so I went in myself.

I quickly went in and find Seagate Booth. 

Found it! I went there I told them what I want. 

   Then the sales person ask me: "Do you want the Backup Plus, you can choose the colour and I can give you free pouch, by just adding RM10." 

    I thought for a moment: " Since the one I want to get is RM269, if I want the pouch need to add RM18 plus no colour some more, okay la, I think I should get that, nicer (hehex...)"

    So I told her my decision: " Okay la, give me that! "

This is my choice and beautiful packaging and colour

Look! Got the yellow recycle beg, with all the stuff in it.

Love red colour. (hohoho~)

Later on time to move out. Wahsai, long way to go out! 

Like years to get out, so pack some more. 

On the way saw a lot of "leng lui", make me jealous only.

Sad~~!

Anyway, finally manage to get out.

I went home and open everything, looks so awesome.

If you want to know more about Seagate, check their website.

Today I got my SPM scholarship from Hakka Club, because my grandfather is the member of the club. I was hoping to get RM200, but only got RM150. Cannot cover the external hard drive I got. Anyway, better than none. Thanks to my grandfather and the club.

Woo... next time can save a lot of things di.

By June

Sister's Graduation Day

Hello~
Long time no update my blog.
Since last week, my sister, who is younger than me, she had been busy getting ready for her graduation day. Very soon she going to be graduate from her high school.

She was so exited about it, she bought new dress, belt, high heels and underwear. I was kindda shock, cause my sister never like to fashion up herself.

So early in the morning, which is today. I helped her to do some make up, a very light one. My sister have a good skin condition, so is very easy to apply foundation. Is just that she have small eyes, so I can't put a think eyeliner and not putting a lot of eyeshadows, if not she can't accept it, since is her first time.

This is her looks:

pretty right...!?!?

By June

I Love My Life

Today I went to college early in the morning to help my lecturer out to advise/teach the students .
He also ask me to learn from the students too .
My lecturer ( Mr.Ernasto ) his from Peru , his my art lecturer .

His handsome look (Got from google web)

Recently he went to China and exhibit his 10years of art work at Bejing World Art Museum .
He came back yesterday .

His website : http://www.ernestopujazon.com
His exhibition in Malaysia (Is the same art work he exhibit in China) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjEx-2St60Y
A short clip when he is in China : http://english.cntv.cn/program/cultureexpress/20120908/104103.shtml
If you want to know more about him , you can google it .

He is famous ~~!
He told me his story and I see through some of his picture he took from China .
Is nice to see...

He gave me a little gifts that he bought from China , is a pencil extender .

One the left , is dual sided pencil extender .
One the right , is one sided pencil extender .
Now I can use my colour pencil until in the end . 

Thanks to him , I learnt a lot a lot from him .
He teach me how to see various things in different ways and perspective .
Today he told me that , we shouldn't afraid to do mistake .
The more mistake we do , the more we can learn .

Doing art is something very different . It helps me a lot .
I'm the type of person which highly emotional .
By doing arts , I manage to see things in different way .
Today onwards , I'll learn to let something go , but , know which is the right one to move on .

His line that I remember the most : Things you don't see it , doesn't mean is not over there .
At first I didn't get what he means , slowly I understand after doing many drawing .
It somehow became the golden rules in my drawing . (hahax...)

My story is a little messy over here , sorry .

By June

Worst Sentence in My Life

letting me know u stress to stress me very nice
letting me know u stress to stress me very nice 
letting me know u stress to stress me very nice 

hmmmmmmm... this word bother me a lot, a lot, a lot .
since yesterday night .
I get what it means .
It just make me cried so hard the whole night and this morning .

Just wanted to tell that fellow I sad , then I got that sentence .
I not stress also , I just sad .
After I got that sentence I think the entire night .
And then this morning I read and read back the conversation .

I really did something wrong ?
I didn't did well ?
I shouldn't cry ?
I really really didn't present my work well ?
Why I must always correct myself ? Is that I'm the only person who did wrong ?
Why things always happen in the fellow 1st day ?
Why would I think stressing you is nice ? I didn't mean to do that...
This questions keep repeating in my head and bla bla bla

Here is one part of the conversation :

[4/9/2012 11:47:12 PM]  Me: cannot la
[4/9/2012 11:47:12 PM]  Me:  i feel unfaiir
[4/9/2012 11:47:16 PM] the fellow : y?
[4/9/2012 11:47:18 PM]  Me: that's y sad
[4/9/2012 11:47:23 PM]  Me:  the result lo
[4/9/2012 11:47:39 PM] the fellow : ==
[4/9/2012 11:47:41 PM] the fellow : wat u get
[4/9/2012 11:47:45 PM]  Me:  seriously
[4/9/2012 11:47:51 PM]  Me:  i work so hard
[4/9/2012 11:48:05 PM]  Me:  but this result is a bit too unfair to me
[4/9/2012 11:48:19 PM] the fellow: haiya
[4/9/2012 11:48:21 PM] the fellow : u work hard
[4/9/2012 11:48:26 PM] the fellow : but ur work nice or not
[4/9/2012 11:48:36 PM]  Me:  of course ma
[4/9/2012 11:48:39 PM] the fellow : important thing about ur work must be presentable
[4/9/2012 11:48:42 PM]  Me:  i guess because i cry
[4/9/2012 11:48:51 PM]  Me:  that's y i got this kind of marks
[4/9/2012 11:48:56 PM] the fellow : ==
[4/9/2012 11:49:08 PM] the fellow : u tell me la wat kind of mark
[4/9/2012 11:49:15 PM] the fellow : u keep telling me this kind of mark
[4/9/2012 11:49:38 PM]  Me:  B-
[4/9/2012 11:49:46 PM] the fellow : ok wad
[4/9/2012 11:49:50 PM]  Me:  not ok lo
[4/9/2012 11:49:55 PM] the fellow : u just need to make ur work more appealing lo
[4/9/2012 11:50:20 PM]  Me:  i just want to know how she give mark only
[4/9/2012 11:50:21 PM] the fellow : like that 1 la in art line
[4/9/2012 11:50:26 PM]  Me:  if not i seriously feel unfair
[4/9/2012 11:50:38 PM]  Me: this one is human communication u know
[4/9/2012 11:50:43 PM] the fellow : u unfair she give u high mark or coz its not high enough
[4/9/2012 11:50:44 PM]  Me:  is not logic
[4/9/2012 11:50:56 PM]  Me:  not high enough
[4/9/2012 11:51:00 PM]  the fellow : wat u think u should get
[4/9/2012 11:51:16 PM]  Me:  at least B and above what
[4/9/2012 11:51:24 PM] the fellow: for wat reason
[4/9/2012 11:51:49 PM] the fellow : are u sure u did well in class?
[4/9/2012 11:51:59 PM] the fellow : maby u didnt meet her expectation at some point
[4/9/2012 11:52:05 PM]  Me:  i did
[4/9/2012 11:52:14 PM] the fellow : wat tells u that u did
[4/9/2012 11:52:36 PM]  Me: don't know
[4/9/2012 11:52:51 PM]  Me: nvm la
[4/9/2012 11:53:21 PM]  Me: : i don't know how to tell u
[4/9/2012 11:53:28 PM] the fellow : maby u didnt show enough confidence? or u felt uncomfortable with the course work and u did it just because u were told?
[4/9/2012 11:53:30 PM]  Me:  but i know what i did
[4/9/2012 11:53:32 PM] the fellow : go n ask her la
[4/9/2012 11:53:35 PM] the fellow: ==
[4/9/2012 11:53:45 PM] the fellow : u keep telling me its unfair also wat i can do
[4/9/2012 11:53:54 PM] the fellow : not like i go sue her coz she give u a b-
[4/9/2012 11:54:06 PM]  Me:  i know
[4/9/2012 11:54:08 PM] the fellow : call her out for tea
[4/9/2012 11:54:10 PM] the fellow : n ask
[4/9/2012 11:54:10 PM]  Me:  just tell u only
[4/9/2012 11:54:15 PM] the fellow  good la
[4/9/2012 11:54:27 PM]  Me:  very sad ma

[4/9/2012 11:54:38 PM] the fellow: letting me know u stress to stress me very nice

[4/9/2012 11:54:38 PM] the fellow: but normal bah if u do that
[4/9/2012 11:54:41 PM] the fellow: lol
[4/9/2012 11:54:47 PM] the fellow: no need sad la
[4/9/2012 11:54:54 PM] the fellow: the most u can do is ask n correct urself
[4/9/2012 11:55:00 PM] the fellow: no point crying over it
[4/9/2012 11:55:35 PM] the fellow: maby its not because she wan to give u b- because she has to go through some other lecturers also, maby some of them very strict n not understanding?
[4/9/2012 11:55:41 PM] the fellow: anyway
[4/9/2012 11:55:50 PM] the fellow: i wan to watch my show n then sleep d
[4/9/2012 11:55:53 PM] the fellow: very tired

I don't know why I always see a person "face" , but I know that's manners .
Maybe I really didn't did well in the subject , but I know I did better than others .
I know I can't compare with the others , but I know I did my best .
I know I have no right to talk back , but I know I didn't did it wrong .
I want to control my tears and my sorrow , but I can't hold back and to tell you .
Is not me when I won't cry , but I always said things apposite from my heart .
I hate words that is harsh , because my heart feel as pain as if it got punch .
I'll never win in a fight , because I know you did the best for me .
I didn't want to annoyed or stress you , but somewhat and somehow I did it .

I'm sorry for what I did , but I want to know what you thinking that night .
I always scared about what I talk , but I never scared to talk everything to you .
I scared to talk my sadness to you , because you always feel annoyed and angry and you thought I'm happy to do that .
Every time I want to talk this kind of things to you , I hesitate . Is because I know my ending will be even sad than before .
I don't mind if you don't know romance , because I know you care for me a lot , but I wonder if you care about me when I feel sad ? or you just feel I love to complain to you ?
I need to express it at somewhere , but it seems like you are the person I can only complain to you .

I wrote it here is because too long to write and I don't want to argue and I don't want you to feel stress and I don't want you to said that I stress you is something nice . If is nice , I won't feel so sad and write so many rubbish over here .
You are my only best friend , best partner , best 'father' , best 'brother' and best lover I ever got .
I really really very sad and I cry along the way when I blog it .
Why I always cry because of everything you said ? I didn't want to .
I'm sorry because I cry easily and make you so angry .

You always make me cry !

By Me to The Fellow